“I’m going to write a ghost story now,” she typed.
“A ghost story with a mermaid and a wolf,” she also typed.
I also typed.
My name is India Morgan Phelps, though almost everyone I know calls me Imp.
A gorgeous, intense dark fantasy about mental illness, myths, and memes. Not memes in the internet sense, but memes in the older sense: ideas that get passed around like a virus, taking on a life of their own.
Imp is a sweet, earnest, sheltered young painter with schizophrenia, which is well-controlled with medication. She lives with her girlfriend Abalyn, who is transgender and writes video game reviews. All of this is relevant.
Imp is trying to write the story of what happened when she met a woman named Eva Canning, who might be a siren and is certainly supernatural, on a hot evening in July. She is also trying to write the story of what happened when she met a woman named Eva Canning, who might be a werewolf and is certainly supernatural, on a cold night in November. One of those stories must be wrong, but which one? Whenever it happened or whoever Eva is, meeting her led to the breakup of Imp and Abalyn's relationship, and also to something that Imp thinks was much worse, but which she can't bear to write down.
Imp is not a reliable narrator. But this isn't a "magic or madness" book. It's a "magic and madness" book, and is largely about the commonalities between certain aspects of mental illness and certain aspects of myth. Imp's schizophrenia involves seeing connections between things, intrusive thoughts, compulsive writing, and obsessions. The call of the siren is an intrusive thought consisting of an ear-worm that's a poem about the ocean, and can only be banished by half-drowning yourself. The siren is an urban legend or maybe a real woman who drowned and became a ghost, who inspired a painting called "The Drowning Woman."
Everything is connected in Imp's mind, and reading the book makes you start connecting the dots yourself. As she gets more and more involved with Eva Canning, the connections multiply, weaving a web of urban legends, myth, folklore, history, art, literature, and delusion.
It's extraordinarily well-done and immersive. Imp is very likable, vulnerable, and innocent, which means that I spent much of the book in a state of "don't go in the basement!" The basement is Eva Canning, but it's also her own mind.
The book is often eerie, but not terrifying along the lines of The Red Tree. Except for one bit where Imp psyches herself to keep on writing by telling herself, "It's not like someone's looking over your shoulder," and I immediately thought, "What if someone is?" and promptly terrified myself.
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The Drowning Girl


“A ghost story with a mermaid and a wolf,” she also typed.
I also typed.
My name is India Morgan Phelps, though almost everyone I know calls me Imp.
A gorgeous, intense dark fantasy about mental illness, myths, and memes. Not memes in the internet sense, but memes in the older sense: ideas that get passed around like a virus, taking on a life of their own.
Imp is a sweet, earnest, sheltered young painter with schizophrenia, which is well-controlled with medication. She lives with her girlfriend Abalyn, who is transgender and writes video game reviews. All of this is relevant.
Imp is trying to write the story of what happened when she met a woman named Eva Canning, who might be a siren and is certainly supernatural, on a hot evening in July. She is also trying to write the story of what happened when she met a woman named Eva Canning, who might be a werewolf and is certainly supernatural, on a cold night in November. One of those stories must be wrong, but which one? Whenever it happened or whoever Eva is, meeting her led to the breakup of Imp and Abalyn's relationship, and also to something that Imp thinks was much worse, but which she can't bear to write down.
Imp is not a reliable narrator. But this isn't a "magic or madness" book. It's a "magic and madness" book, and is largely about the commonalities between certain aspects of mental illness and certain aspects of myth. Imp's schizophrenia involves seeing connections between things, intrusive thoughts, compulsive writing, and obsessions. The call of the siren is an intrusive thought consisting of an ear-worm that's a poem about the ocean, and can only be banished by half-drowning yourself. The siren is an urban legend or maybe a real woman who drowned and became a ghost, who inspired a painting called "The Drowning Woman."
Everything is connected in Imp's mind, and reading the book makes you start connecting the dots yourself. As she gets more and more involved with Eva Canning, the connections multiply, weaving a web of urban legends, myth, folklore, history, art, literature, and delusion.
It's extraordinarily well-done and immersive. Imp is very likable, vulnerable, and innocent, which means that I spent much of the book in a state of "don't go in the basement!" The basement is Eva Canning, but it's also her own mind.
The book is often eerie, but not terrifying along the lines of The Red Tree. Except for one bit where Imp psyches herself to keep on writing by telling herself, "It's not like someone's looking over your shoulder," and I immediately thought, "What if someone is?" and promptly terrified myself.
( Read more... )
The Drowning Girl